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夏垚一直守在林乖乖身边,等着她醒来,她一直在昏睡,可是吓坏了自己,青玄和小蛇帮助他恢复了法力之后就离开了,柳宁一个人在家,也让大家不烦心,夏垚虽然因祸得福,增强了法力,可是当他看见林乖乖的样子,就一点喜悦的感觉都没有。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````

“乖乖,你醒了,感觉怎么样,身体很疼嘛?”

夏垚激动地站起身,靠近林乖乖关心的说道。

林乖乖突然退缩了一下,虽然她的心里更想要抱住夏垚,好好地哭上一场。

“乖乖,我不知道该怎么和你说,你先把身体养好,我会把一切都告诉你的。”

夏垚始终没有松开林乖乖的手,他不敢就此放开,他害怕再也没有机会握紧了。

“原来真的不是一场梦,夏垚你骗我骗的好苦啊。”

林乖乖看着夏垚,却又好像是在透过他看别的什么,她淡淡的言语中,透着浓浓的失望。

“乖乖,我不是故意的,我越是想要留下和你在一起,我就越是不能开口,我想过一阵子,再和你坦白的,我没想过伤害你的,对不起,对不起,你不要生气。”

夏垚已经开始语无伦次了,在林乖乖昏迷的时候,他设想了许多种向她忏悔的方式,组织很多语言,可是却一句都想不清来了,他一时竟然无法表达出自己的意思,他只是害怕林乖乖会封闭自己的心,对他视而不见。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````

“我有什么值得生气的,我从来都没有认识过真实的夏垚,或者说,你根本就不是夏垚。”

林乖乖嗤笑,真的不知道是不是应该笑自己太傻太笨,竟然什么都不曾怀疑过,让一个人陌生的男人住进家里,和一个陌生男人谈恋爱,这是多么疯狂的事情啊,可是她却都这么做了。

“不,我是夏垚,我是真的叫夏垚的,乖乖,求你,别不理我,给我个机会,我会告诉你一切的。”

夏垚立刻澄清,他很紧张,唯一能做的就是稳定住林乖乖的情绪,不要她过于激动。

“还有那个必要吗?”

林乖乖有气无力,淡淡的问。

“当然有,我们说好要结婚的,乖乖,求你就原谅我这一次,求求你?”

夏垚真的急坏了,这会儿他才知道,也许林乖乖情绪激动些,才更正常一些。

“结婚?我们真的可以结婚吗,我现在连你是个什么东西都不知道,这太诡异了,你知道吗?”

林乖乖很痛苦,她不能否认自己对夏垚的情感,可是隐藏夏垚身后的秘密却叫她非常的痛苦。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````

“乖乖,我是天银山上的一只狐狸精,但是我虽然不是人类,可是我会和你一起经营我们的生活,我会是个合格的伴侣,如果你愿意,我们可以一直生活在这个城市里,过着和正常人类一样的生活,我们的生活不会因为我的原因而改变,你甚至可以忽略我的身份。”

夏垚也同样痛苦,他想要表态,想要表白,想要保证,想要承诺,他想要林乖乖按照她自己的生活方式继续生活下去,他本是想要给她幸福的,他想要给她一切想要的东西,他觉得一切都还可以实现,而且也许在不就得将来就可以实现,而林乖乖却不知道还会不会给他这个机会。

“夏垚,如果一切有你说的那么轻松,那么昨晚的一切就不会发生,而你也不会暴露身份,我也不会受伤,这难道和你的真是身份没有联系吗?”

林乖乖咬着唇,使劲的摇头,她艰难的开口,那噩梦一样的情景就在她的脑子里不是的出现,她现在根本没有办法说服自己忘记所经历的一切。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````

“对不起,昨天是个意外,那个人再也不会出现了,我们安全了,我的生活又会恢复正常的。”

夏垚很想告诉林乖乖红滇已经彻底的消失了,他再也不会来破坏他们的生活了,可是他又担心会吓到林乖乖。

“夏垚,你知道吗,如果不是我亲眼所见昨晚发生的一切,我到死都不会相信这一切是真实存在的,我连让自己相信这不是一个梦,都已经没有力气,同样,你的保证对我来说,根本没有说服力,我有很多事情都想不清楚,也不想听你的解释,我想要一个人静一静。”

看着夏垚痛苦的,林乖乖也觉得痛苦,这不是她想要看见的,不是她故意要去折磨夏垚,她只是无法说服自己,这一切发生的太突然了,就算她再爱夏垚,再离不开他,也没有办法接受这样一个有些恐怖的事实,她更期望夏垚告诉他一切都是假的,他还是原来的那个他而已。

“乖乖,你别折磨自己,有什么你就发泄出来,你打骂我都行,别都憋在心里。”

夏垚知道不能再逼林乖乖了,她身体不好,也不适宜生气,还是再给她些时间吧。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````

“乖乖,你的身体还没有恢复,我查了你没有骨折的迹象,可是我害怕你还有别的伤没有被发现,若是你感觉不好,我们就去医院。”

夏垚轻声和林乖乖说着,他很怕,林乖乖为了避开自己而隐瞒身体的不舒服。

林乖乖很心疼夏垚这样卑微的和她说话的样子,可是她没有办法接受这一切,她微微的点了点头,便不再说话。

“乖乖,你休息一下吧,我去给你做饭吃。”

夏垚出了屋子,无力的靠在墙上,突然想起青玄离去时的叮嘱。

“夏垚,事已至此,你也不必太心急,一切都会好的,你不能逼着林乖乖很快的接受这样的事情,她需要时间,你就给她时间,你越是逼的急,她就越是心慌,很有可能会适得其反,还有她既然能在知道了你身份的情况下,还能在红滇的面前带着你不要命的逃跑,说明她对你用情之深,所以你不必担心她会因此会放弃你,你只需要好好地关心她,让她感受到你和从前没有什么不同,慢慢的她就会接受这一切的。”

夏垚打起精神,他鼓励着自己,他和林乖乖的感情这么好,没有什么坎是过不去的,他是绝对不可以放弃的。